How long has it been? 

Too long.

I don't really know what to post here, since so much has happened since the last time I did, but I have updated my cosplay plans. Maybe that would be of some interest to you guys?

Love you all.


*bricked 1000 times*

....for not updating in exactly 10 weeks. (according to elljay)

I need a new layout. Badly.

Also, my cosplay plans have been updated, just in case any of you were wondering. (yes shuddup Lloyd)

Lots of things have been going through my mind lately. The future, things about myself, my relationship with my friends, and a certain someone. I suppose this is what you would call a 'revelation'. I'm finally starting to take notice of things other than what's in front of me. Hence, not being able to sleep at night until like almost 2am.

...I feel like putting my main blog on blogger. Hmmmm.

Also, I've been thinking whether the AFA Ranka Army shall gather in one area and SEIKAN HIKOU.

95 Random Questions

Taken from Lloyd's blog! (Get an elljay, dammit. D:)

1. What are three ways to win your heart?
Sense of humor, similar interests, respect.

2. Do you like lightning?
Not really. I have this feeling that it's gonna come through my window and electricute me.

3. Have you ever cut someone else’s hair?
...does a wig count? OTL

4. Last person you said ‘I hate you’ to?
...can't remember. It's been a while since I've said that.

5. Rain or sunshine?
Depends. There's pros and cons for both. Sunshine is nice, but if it turns humid I'm not a happy person, especially in cosplay with NO AIRCON. Rain is soothing but not during an outdoor event.

6. Last stupid thing you said to anyone?

7. Biggest turn off?
Being self-centered, or disrespectful to others of the opposite gender, or someone who smokes. Actually, there's more turn offs I would list but I can't think of any at the moment.

8. Fave movie?
....you expect me to pick ONE? 

9. Would you date someone who smokes?
I'm sorry P**k*e, but no.

10. Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?

11. What’s your biggest turn on, physically?
I have no idea. The hair? The eyes?

12. Would you have sex with someone you weren’t dating?

13. Have you ever missed someone and regretted breaking up with them?
...I have never dated anyone before.

14. Have you ever dated someone more than once?
Never even dated once.

15. If you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be?
None. I don't really give a damn.

16. What’s your relationship status?

17. Do you like cuddling?
Yeah! My dog. <3

18. Do you hold grudges?

19. Do you regret dating anyone?
Do you have some sort of mental dysfunction?

20. Hugger or kisser? 
HUGGER~ Anyone that knows me will know that I like to hug people. 

21. Missing someone?
Kind of.

22. Most important lesson you’ve learned from your exes?
...it definitely must be a mental dysfunction.

23. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
I wouldn't know, I think I would like to be in a relationship. Then again, most of my friends that become single become happier. Soo...

24. How important are looks?
Not as important as the heart.

25. Would you rather date someone who was SUPER-HOT or someone who was nice?
I'd rather date the latter. What's the use of being 'super-hot' if you're an asswipe?

26. Do you stay friends w/ the people you’ve dated?
Maybe. Probably. But like I said, I wouldn't know.

27. Would you fight over someone you wanted to be with?
Nope, I wouldn't result to such methods.

28. Do you kiss on the 1st date?
Who knows?

29. If someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
Pfft, no. I'd kick his ass out the door faster than he came in. :D *sings Beyonce's song 'Irreplaceable'*

30. Some random girl comes up to you and says “who the hell are you”? What do you say back?
'What dah fudge?'

31. Are you spoiled?
Nope, I've learned to appreciate the simple things in life.

32. Name three things you would not tolerate in a relationship?
Being cheated on, being used, being verbally abused.

33. Which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute?
...whut. duh. fudge.

34. Did you miss anyone today?
Yeah. ;A;

35. Last person to see you cry?
...my mom, I think.

36. Who/what made you cry?
Mind your own bees wax.

37. Are you a forgiving person?
Most of the time.

38. Would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend?
What kind of relationship would that be, then?

39. i’ve come to realize the last person who gave me a hug...
...was Takari, before she went overseas.

40. Are most of your friends guys or girls?
A little of both?

41. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
Longest time, about 20 minutes?

42. How many people do you know of named Adam? 
Two, I think. 

43. Are any of your friends cheerleaders?
....don't think so.

44. What was the last thing you burnt?
...toast. OTL

45. What is your full name?
likeasifI'mtellingyou. (:

46 what color is the bra you have on now?
...I'm fascinated by the questions given. Seriously.

47. Do you straighten your hair every day?
My hair doesn't need to be straightened?

48. do you worry about the size of your boobs?
No. e__e There are other things to attract people with, like your wit and mind.

49. are you the typical girl who’s addicted to gossip?
Kinda. Lawl.

50. What are your favorite magazines?
Otaku USA, Teenage, Shonen Jump (I KNOW I'M NOT A GUY, BUT STILL.).

51. Did you ever spend all day/night searching for the best way to present yourself?

52. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
..once. ;-;

53. Would you leave the house without tidying yourself up?
No. Lol.

54. What’s the biggest turn on about girls?
I have no fudging idea.

55. Are you more manly, feminine, or in the middle?
I think I lean towards the manly side, but I'd say middle.

56. Is pink truly the best color in the entire universe?

57. What’s the most expensive piece of clothing you own? 
...uhh...does a cosplay costume count? 

58. What color do you absolutely despise?
Bright yellow. It BURRRRNS.

59. Have you ever stolen?

60. Have you set your hair on fire?

61. Do you wear sweat pants?
Used to wear them often. Now...not so.

62. Do you know anyone who has lost their virginity?
...I'm not sure.

63. Have you ever ran into a door because you didn’t see it?
...actually, no. o_0

64. doesn’t 50 Cent suck?
Not really. Don't know.

65. Do you like hugs and kisses?
Yeah. xD Doggie kisses! Hammie kisses!

66. Do you act gangster?
Lol fine, maybe sometimes. But rarely.

67. Ever made a prank phone call?
No, but I should! Seems fun. *grin*

68. Last kiss?
My moooom~

69. What bill do you hate paying most? 
Handphone bills. 

70. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?
Never had a romantic dinner?

71. What did you want to be when you were growing up?
I don't know, I have many aspirations at the moment. Either an artist, be on broadway, be a famous authoress...

72. Favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a guy?
Just take a walk somewhere, talking nonsense about random things.

73. When did you first start feeling older?
I think since I turned 14.

74. Favorite guilty pleasure?

75. What famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with?

76. What famous person would you like to sleep with?

78. What do you hate about your school?
Piles of homework, exams that you have to stress on...VP...

79. Last person whose bed you laid in besides your own?
Takari's~ We lay on the bed playing PS2.

80. Have you lost a friend recently?

81. Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? 

82. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
YES. I'm very expressive in that aspect.

83. Is it easier to forgive, or to forget?

84. Do you give out second chances too easily?
Yeah. I really think I do.

85. Is your best friend pretty?
I think she is, but she doesn't see it.

86. Is it awkward when you run into your exes?

87. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
No, rofl.

88. Can you make yourself cry?
Give me about 10 minutes and I can.

89. Is your life simple or complicated?
Complicated, but I'm loving almost every minute of it!

90. Are you easily confused?
Nah not really.

92. Are you taller than 5′4″?
That's 162cm right? Yeah, I'm 165-166.

93. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Nope, if they treat me like crap, they can go to hell.

94. Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
It IS my natural hair color.

95. Does everything really happen for a reason?
Of course it does, and it's been proven.

Kurenai cosplay

Ooookay, change in cosplay plans.

Refer to the sidebar for the update. *grin*

Sooo let's see....well, I'm planning on making an icon journal, since I really am procrastinating and can't be bothered to create a website to dump my graphics there.

Anyone interested in joining the icon journal? To dump your works there? Because a community is more fun when there's lots of members. :D

...I need a blonde wig. Like, urgently. By the 4-5th of July. Oh gawd, I haven't even completed my Atwight sword yet. *stressing on props*

More later.

P.S: OH and Streetfest is coming soon! Like, really soon. In a couple of days. I CAN'T WAIT. -cosplay deprived-
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'nother questionnaire~

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
Invinc. Most of my friends are busy on the weekdays.

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?

Oh the Reala icon? I made it. <3 Took the image from the TOD2 opening.

[THREE]Your relationship status?


[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?

Yes, one of my friends in primary school. We no longer keep in touch since we entered secondary school.

[FIVE] What is your current mood?

Hungry, tired, impatient. Lol.

[SIX] What's your brother's name?

I don't have one, so I guess the closest thing I have to a brother is Invinc/Leonard. *shrug*

[SEVEN ] What's your favorite color(s)?

Almost every color is fine with me, depends on my mood.

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?

I wish I were cosplaying! (Well there IS an event tomorrow, but still...)

[NINE] Have a crazy side?

WHO DOESN'T? I'm crazy half the time anyways. 8DD

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?

...I don't think so. But my friend has.

[ELEVEN] Something you do lot?

Say 'omifudge' 'wtfudge' 'lol' and other nonsensical things, even in RL.

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?

Not particularly. Although there was this guy following me around on WoW, and kept stealing my kills. Whut a jerk. <_<;

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like.

...I don't know, age difference, or maybe the apprehension that he won't return the feeling?

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?

Mmm....sometime Mid-April. When my little boy died. (Hamster. Don't get any ideas.)

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do everything for?

My family, and a few close friends.

[SIXTEEN] which do you prefer. the one you love or the one who loves you?

Obviously the one I love. If the feelings are unrequited, why would that be preferred?

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

TAKARI. We were raving about tomorrow, and hoping and praying that she can go.

[EIGHTEEN] What are your favorite songs?


[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?

Um, blogging?

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?

A few people.

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?

Esprit? I think that's how you spell it.

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?

My dog, my hamsters...

[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?

...I have no idea, but methinks 16.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Who are your friends that are closest to you?

They know who they are. 8D

[TWENTY- FIVE] Describe your life in one word?


[TWENTY- SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?

Nope, I've never been kissed at all, and I dread getting wet.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?

My friends! I've been getting a lot of IMs about tomorrow's event, lol.

[TWENTY- EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?

Going out for dinner? I'm making my mom wait. LOL.

(TWENTY-NINE)If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?

To be able to actually be considered a 'good' Cosplayer.

[THIRTY] What are you listening to right now?

I was listening to Macross Frontier songs, and David Cook. I'm not listening to anything at the moment.

[THIRTY- ONE] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

My mom. She hugs me everytime she comes back from work. xD;

[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person who yelled at you?

Eh...my aunt.

[THIRTY- THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?

Hah, no. I'm the same as always.

[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural hair color?

Mid/Light brown.

[THIRTY-FIVE]Who was the last person to make you laugh?

xD Takari.

weeellllll that was fun. I really have to get going now, or I'm gonna be in deep shiz. LOL.
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Gender Meme? oAo


[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better than cats
[ ] its hilarious when people get hurt
[x] you've played with boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck (I AM SAPPY.)
[ ] you own an XBOX
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[x] at some point in your life you wanted to be in uniform [police, firefighter, etc]
[x] you own a DS PS2 or SEGA
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[x] watch sports on TV (sometimes)
[ ] gory movies are cool

[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[x] you used to/do collect pokemon (YES HOMG I HAVE LIKE A WHOLE BAG OF THEM. And I'm talking rucksack, not plastic bag.)
[x] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear (<33)
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
(as long as it isn't in my house, I'm fine)
[x] green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favourite colours.
[x] sports are fun
[x] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[ ] sleep with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once


[ ] you like to shop (I only shop when I have to)
[ ] you wear eyeliner (I don't even know how to apply it on.)
[ ] you wear the color pink (Hardly.)
[x] sometimes you go to your mom for advice (Most of the time)
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing all black (WTFUDGE, BLASPHEMY.)
[x] you like going to the mall
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures (Never had one.)
[ ] you like wearing jewellery
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook (Never watched it.)
[ ] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe (HAHAHAHAH.)
[ ] shopping is one of your favourite hobbies
[ ] you've seen Star Wars and don't like some of it
[ ] you do/did gymnastics
[ ] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] you care about what you look like majority of the time
[ ]you like wearing dresses whenever you can
[x] you like dancing/do dancing
[ ] you like high heel shoes (NO.)
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid (Does mutilating Barbie count?)
[x] you like putting makeup on others.(I'm not good at it but as a prank YES.)
[x] you like being the star of almost everything (I admit it, ok? It's nice being the centre of attention.)
[ ] pink is one of your favourite colours. (Ew, god no.)

Multiply totals by 4

BOY = 56%
GIRL = 26%

well OMIFUDGE to that. Actually it isn't surprizing, I'm really not that girly. xD

Judas cute but deadly

sorry for the long wait

Yeah I know I haven't been updating my blog regularly, but then again I don't really have a lot of time to nowadays.

Ok, so I'm learning a lot of dances nowadays, as you can tell from the sidebar thingy. Let me just take this moment to say that Kuuzen Miman wa Misenaide is by far the hardest dance that I've ever had to learn. It makes Motteke! Serafuku look like that Macross Frontier 'dance' Nyan Nyan.

Ok so anyways, I'm taking a look at some of the Para Para dances, and I've picked two to learn, since I like the songs they're danced to. Oh, and for some reason, people are saying that when I blog, I talk completely unlike a teenager. R u srs?

*sigh* On a side note, I've been procrastinating a lot with regards to my graphics/icons. *gets shot*

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Reala Faraway

bloody idiotic superficial bastards

Pardon my language, but I really have to rant. You don't have to read it.

I am aware that all you guys want hawt anime girls in your bed, but if you're trying to find one in RL you're gonna get disappointed. Women in the real world don't have gravity-defying large breasts with a miniscule waist and toothpick legs and arms, with long flowy hair (i.e Mikuru Asahina). And not every woman is willing to worship you like you're their god, you've obviously been watching too much hentai.

I speak for a few of my friends that have been told by their boyfriends that they should lay off certain food, or start exercising more, or any of that bullshit, as well as the few that have been told by the guy they like that they would never date them because of the way they act, or whatever.

Tell me, just when did almost every guy become so damn superficial?

There are the occasional female willing to do anything for their boyfriend or for any male, but don't expect every girl to be that way. And don't you even dare ask a girl to diet, or any of that other fudgin' crap, because if you tell that to me I am just going to want to rip your brain out.

And that's the end of my rant. Sorry if I offended anyone.

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